October 24, 2002
Anxiety...
It's busy in here
The noise is too loud
I tried to scream
It got lost in the crowd
I couldn't walk out
The line was too long
I kept thinking and thinking
Of where I went wrong
These people are crazy
They're making me mad
I shouldn't be here
Feeling this bad
There's no way out
I'm stuck in this room
And the air is so heavy
It feels like a tomb
But I don't really need
What I can do without
So, I'll have to rethink
What this thing is about
What is it for
Tell me what does it do
Why am I here
And why are you
October 19, 2002
I hate midterms!
I had two days of French midterms and a Programming Paradigms midterm this week. Why does the mid-semester have to be so stressful?
This week, I'm sure all my grades just got a little lower. But I'm still optimistic about the semester...
October 14, 2002
Anonymous
Here is another poem. This one is anonymous. It's so pretty, someone should take credit for it!
October 11, 2002
Someone wrote me a poem...
Someone wrote me a poem! I feel so special...
October 10, 2002
Ray of Light
Click on the picture to hear "Ray of Light"...
October 08, 2002
What a wonderful day!
What a wonderful day! I got a scholarship! And I think I'm gonna pass my courses! I took my first midterm here at Umass yesterday... and it was not as scary as I thought it was going to be. I guess my professer isn't pure evil - every once in a while, people surprise me! So, things are looking up. How about you?
October 02, 2002
I Got Lucky
What a day! Here is the story... I went to the campus pond after school with Emily to look at the ducks. It is really nice there. It reminds me of Central Park, because it is in the center of so many buildings. I dropped my keys somewhere.
We went to the campus center to eat, and when we got to my car... I couldn't find my keys.
So, I looked everywhere and I called almost everyone I know. I had my best friend go to my house to look for my keys. And when she got there, Big Y called and said that someone had turned in my keys!
So... I can't believe how terrible this started but how nicely it ended. And everyone was in the right place at the right time. Wouldn't you call that lucky?
All better...
I feel so much beter now! Not too much to write about, though...